Conscience

So I said, "I've beaten you right, I won!"
"What a load of bollocks" she said, "I'm still having fun".

Can I ever win, against myself?
I want to conquer my anxiety
That rising fear that twitch in the arm that number 4
Obssessive, Compulsive
Defeated at my front door
No walk to the shop no liberty

So I was like, "It's better for us both, if we live together."
"You're having a laugh" she said, "I'm going to haunt you forever!"

What can I do, versus me?
I'm outwitted at every turn
She knows me too well she has me under her spell and wont leave me alone
Obssessive, Compulsive
That wicked bitch has a heart of stone
A lesson I may never learn.

So I tell her, "I have accepted me for who I am."
"Piss off" she screamed, "You know how all this began."

But she's not me, she's just a part
My bitter twisted consciense
That part of me that did those things and lives with me for eternity
Obssessive, Compulsive
Denying me my extacy
I will stand in defiance.

So I shout back, "Fuck off bitch."
"haha" she laughed, "I'm more than just an itch."

But I got her good, I didn't care
Free from my tormented past
What I did and what i've done just shaped me into who I am
Free Spirrited, Love life
Now I just don't give a damn
Feeling great that will everlast

Then one day she says to me, "Hai, how are you doing?"
"Go to hell" I wispered, "I'm done with you"
"No you're not" she replied, "remember this?"